Friday, September 9, 2011

Fall

I just read about a satellite (NASA's old crap) falling to earth sometime this month or the next... and the killer side of me thought of "him falling on me or on his knees" and I have to laugh out loud!
Damn! I had to say I've been through a lot this year and I couldn't get much justice to all of this freakin thoughts and feelings..(sigh)
I've fallen hard, grounded and now trying to regain back the strength, the courage and it's like the coldness is settling in again. Sometimes, when that fall seems to be too harsh and of greater impact, the more that it gets you going and push you hard to get up and face the second wind in running in on again!
How come I fall for such misery of some sort?
I am starting to fathom life could be a dangerous fall when you let it happen! You could grip into something, actually! And it's within you. It's what God has given to you. Your strong faith and your own values will be your guiding force to face that fear of falling!