Monday, February 20, 2012

Some Day!

♥ Someday when I miss the world, in my thoughts and in my heart I shall miss you too..so long as I breath I want to recall every lovely memories of you and me..♥ I shall call upon the legion of heavens to protect me from this longing...for I am scared I might not be able to have it all in the end.. Φt is truly my desire to fall to my knees and beg Him to forgive me from this brokenness and woundedness, to make me whole again so I can let go of this feeling - the one that bothers me deep down in my solace state. Φ would love to love freely - I aim for perfection to love, no flaws as to express, no hustle as to begin and no pain as to gain! So let it be...forever!   T_T

Even When...

Even when the star shines out,
Even when glory dies,
Even when darkness took over..
Love will light a frail heart;
When the cold wind blows
Warm your heart with love
Hold on to good memories
Live your journey in the
      spirit of pure love
Redemption is here!

The Child

Tribute to the IP Youth of this Generation

Beyond the Fence

Monday, February 13, 2012

Where is that Love coming From?

It's Tuesday today. February 14, 2012. It is the so-called Valentine's day and there's nothing more that I want to feel and savor the feeling more than thanking God for having me here, giving me life and making me feel loved. And that love is enough for me to endure pains through the test of times. I am just thankful how God heard my prayer - and this is for wanting me to be an instrument of love for others.
Last night, I visited a friend in a hospital. He was lying and there was a music playing on a radio in a nearby patient's bed. I heard him sing, and I asked "Are you singing?". Obviously, he was. He seemed hurt and catching his breath as he sang. I don't remember the song, but I'm certain twas a love song.  We had some chat with his mother. And so before I left I comforted him and he started sobbing, I walked to his side to wipe his tears. And his mother went emotional too. It was such an emotional moment but I stopped myself before I would break into sobs.
As I went out of the room deep inside of me wants to cry for pity, but something holds back and it's the feeling of being thankful to God! I was so light-hearted at that moment. I feel so grateful(despite the rainy weather) to the Lord. I could not recognize much on which particular thing that I am thankful for...but my heart sings for joy! Thank you God. I feel love. I feel it is God working thru me!

Happy Valentines day to my one and only God! I love you Lord!