Liquid Dreams

while..floating in the silvery ripples of my liquid dreams...

all i think is you
you are my heartache
the one i long to wash away
by the waves of calming tears
deep into the heart of the ocean
i threw my confessions of love for you
all i really wish is you would know
how much i valued you
but you are gone, abound to one
needless to say but i was pierced
whenever i remember
the bitter-sweet memories we shared
now, i guess it's time another time
another moment to convinced myself
to move on and forget about you
yet i still don't know as to when and how
will i ever forget everything we had
i wish you never came into my life
now, i wish i could swim into that part
the part that puts too much pain
the part where i could gain you back
but this is another liquid dream
silvery and tangling ripples of oblivion
no matter what life must have given you
and to me in the long run, memories of us
are always worth keepin..
i could miss a life just for that and
for you in my heart!

Youngster Bliss

Like a red sun, my cheeks glow like a sunset
As you smile and your eyes dance to the rhythm 'n blues
You caught me unguarded with so much joy
I was like hanging there..for a while..
banging with the music as you smile...
what a feeling!
Twas when the bench felt comfy, the air chilly...
and you're so near to me;
I played your fave music in the playlist of my heart
It felt such rekindling bliss - a great symphony;
Like a blossoming flower, you inspired me secretly
and that I know i am taking you - in my memory;
This despair summons my maturity to the extreme
Seemingly I'm becoming a burden of my glory
You're such sweet young love at the rainbow's end
Everyday I owe you sunshine smile and delight
And that strange feeling that ignites
but as the chance gets thin, i made it as i dream
suprisingly, you are a radiance of this new world of mine
you're the beauty and music in that cold, comfy room
if you'd ask me for more of philosophy
then i would mean it - i'll be there for you til eternity
closer now to where you are, it felt like an embrace of an angel
such tenderness of thy seeking voice, thy youthfulness
thy humility and simplicity - thy overall stellar personality
makes me feel so great to be part of you - even just beside you
i wore fragrance for some fashion and grace; for fun and for face
so your eyes may see the light in me, the sruggle from within
take thy manly gait for good, someday i know you'll fall in love
but you know, here i am, standing still..
if you'll need me ill be there
i succumb to such sweet hope of secret joy of you
your presence-nearness..your voice, your smile..
you're such obsession in the deepest recesses of my youthful mind, heart..
you're such a sweet young love, and inspiration for my memory
and i know...this absurdity will come to an end someday...

whipcracked

crawling in the dark
in a solitary madness

a blast!
an escapade of a lifetime

taking the road to redemption
seeking faith in a kingdom nowhere

unchained..melancholic..pathetic...
the bootless cry of idle tears

sword in hand..
doomed at last!

IL PRIMO LUGLIO with you...

i wish you're here
to tame my indifference..
to ease my pain and gladden the lonely me
to sway me from my self-subjugation
you gave me stuff - which...mi piace molto!
but now, i wish it's you -
preferisco, here with me...
va bene cosi?
mi dispiace..i know this is crazy
but i wish you know that its's true..
mi puo dire?...if you miss me...
wish that on this day i would be happy
perchenon vieni?
on this day - GLEE! for you and me..
c'e tanto de vedere...
if you come with me..
we'll trip at rough roads...
bathe at the sea..
ride at the waves..
rush into the wind and
ravage with the raging waterfalls
moltissimo...vorrei vedere..
you and me
and a glimpse of eternity..
on this day!

Ode to a Friend

I was lost in the dark, in a moment of silence
I was brazen by the mystery of you
that coy smile, friendly smile
You brought me to uncertainties
You blew off the igniting spark of hope
and you made me see the realities
and now I ain't hopeless...
I still see you - a man I truly appreciate
A friend, a comrade even in distance
I thank you for hanging out with me
amidst the loneliness, the aloofness
in that solitude abyss
even behold the dark skies
frightening lights
we took the rough roads
just to share and discover life
thanks for your music to which i gladly listened
thanks for my stories to which you closely listened
the rubs at my back that made me feel you're there
- this is just another great story of our friendship
mastered in time and goodwill
another good friend like you -
to treasure and cherish...
Somehow the odds are gone
I ain't achin'..ain't hopelessly hopin'
Coz it was just you and me..
- real good good friends, buddy-rangers!
This goes out for you..
an ode, a rhythm of my
recognition of our friendship! Carry on!